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Oh Mummy

i've figured out why i've lost weight!

everytime gerald pisses me off, i just don't eat lunch with him. i don't eat lunch for that matter. food doesn't taste nice when you're angry. zzz.

no wonder i am so skinny now ._.

1. look at me, georgie and stef.
2. look at sam.
3. roll on the floor in laughter now!
   

GE

so gerald's been gone for quite awhile and i've been experiencing what colin has coined 'the single life'.

sure feels weird though.

watched men in white a few days ago with a couple of church friends at lido. it was quite bad. i guess kelvin tong was quite good and stirring up the restlessness. a theme i think he was trying to portray about the ghosts. i mean.. repetitive eating.. sacks.. hip hop songs? really restless amanda.

stayed over at mel's yesterday with bea and it sure feels good hanging around with them again. really it does. really really it does.

went shopping with my mum today at vivo cause we had to spend our vouchers. ended up with a pretty pair of patent pumps from aldo at a final cost of $4. haha.

anyway gerald msged to say he got me what i wanted so yay! haha will try and post a picture of it when he comes back.

my camera is lost again.. so here we go. time to clean my room again.

00.00

A: just do it.
B: it's not that easy.
A: i know.. but just do it instead of waiting for him. it is stupid.

my brother has been sleeping in my room these few days. somehow it just brings me so much joy.. he renews my hope in others and reassures me that life indeed is beautiful.

oh this soon to be 8 year old boy has no idea what he is teaching his soon to be 20 year old sister.

All That You Can't Leave Behind

I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

It's just a moment
This time will pass

One Shot, One Opportunity

you can do anything you set your mind to.

sometimes, you can't make it on your own.
but sometimes, you can.

FREEDOM!

i can't wait to meet mel and bea again. although separately. zzz. there is so much to talk about and catch up on! in person! jc life sure seems far far away.

i miss being alone. sometimes.

needs:
*comfort for my screwed up stats notes. my precious notes. i cried for an hour after that. i only have one set of written notes. if it's effectively ruined, i am obviously going to cry. ._. how am i to study now? make do somehow, but comfort would be good.
*understanding that hunger and studying effectively are mutually exclusive. (stats!)

oh bother bother.