From No Where

why has my tag board eaten up the tags from people like mindy and alicia?

oh seriously.

i need to like revamp this thing soon. oh well. but for now i shall go pack my bag!

on another note, bea left officially last night. hmmm. life on the sunny island is going to be different without her.

Creatures of Habit

and so it is. half a year has passed since life as a j2. i guess one of my regrets of life in the land of grey is not making new close friends. mel and bea don't count cause they were good friends since sc. it's pretty sad how i was close to quite a few of the people above, but we have spoken less than 50 words to each other since the beginning of 2006. save for tqj who i met for dinner once at holland v. (sushi!)

but that's the thing about regrets i guess, just got to learn from it and let it go.

anyway, bea leaves (OFFICIALLY) tomorrow (29/06/06) at 11pm. i wonder if i'll start crying. i think i will. then when mel leaves (09/09/06), i will also be just another blubbering idiot at the airport. haven't been able to spend that much time with mel and bea this year. i know i shouldn't push the blame around... BUT i would like to blame EY! EY EY EY EY! and can i blame gerald? (haha no i better not)

at least we've managed to spend the most amount of time together possible in the past few weeks.

i think 2006 is going to be one of those special and more memorable years in my life. 7 month long break. university. friends moving down different roads. gerald. earning money. world cup.

haha ok so the last one was a joke.

on to lighter, more trivial and materialistic things.. i need a new wallet. trusty red epi leather has started to give way!

therefore, in line with HONG KONG next week (03/07/06 - 07/07/06), i shall buy my wallet from there. whether designer or not, fake or genuine. i let you blog-readers come to your own conclusion. i still find myself wanting to buy the seasons ago men's paul smith wallet with the colourful car picture printed on the inside.

ok ok options options!

the paul smith one is like this secret.. like a secret that no one knows! (except me of course) too bad there isn't a coin pouch or a photo compartment. i really like the pink one. but no photo compartment. so it's probably the koala one. have never been much of a vuitton fan. just of their wallets i guess.

ok enough rambling. just wanted to ramble on and on so my blog actually looks alive! alive! which i don't really feel like right now. still cannot believe i slept till 3 today. i hate being sick.

dinner now! (chicken rice!) (:

!!

Jehovah Jireh, my provider, You are more than enough for me.
Jehovah Rapha, You are my healer, By Your stripes I am set free.
Jehovah Shammah, You are with me, You supply all of my needs.
You are more than enough, More than enough, You are more than enough for me.

Jehovah Nissi, You are my victory, You are more than enough for me.
Jehovah Tsidkenu, my righteousness, All You are I now can be.
Jehovah Ra-ah, You're my shepherd, Shalom, You are my peace.
You are more than enough, so much more than enough, You are more than enough for me.

LIFE

just had jap buffet with bea at kings arcade and it was an experience to say the least. saw mel's brothers with who we think are their grandparents. mel is happily eating the real deal in osaka right now. it just hit me in the shower that i am going to cry my eyes out on saturday when bea leaves. i get the tingles just thinking about it.



bea is 19!



interns! (aka slaves to ey)



these pictures basically sums up life from 01/01/06 till now.

oh just that i now have cut off 6 inches of my hair and i now have the hair of a primary school kid.

i think i need to botox away my eyebags.

was reading this blogger entry about how NUS girls must upkeep their appearances. (shave off all hair except from scalp.. skinny.. tall..) hahaha looks like i'm gonna be banished to ugly kingdom at the rate i am going.

anyway gerald's birthday this week! happy birthday to you! (:

i just realised i will no longer be able to stone at mel's house doing nothing, eat their never ending supply of food, watch them bake.. blahblahblah come september.

bea will no longer be able to stand me up, be my recipe supplier and be a cheap phone call away.

xxzz.

ok time to cry in the corner!