Try

All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last

All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be

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And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby

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This is me, baby

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And we are,
Free

In our love
We are free in our love


because i haven't had a lyric post on my blogspot, and they were aplenty back at diary-x. i wonder why.

Ouch

three ulcers.

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absolutely terrible day yesterday.

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to expand,
think 6 hours of doing nothing from 1030 -430
think wearing a business suit in a hot canteen
think having no video camera when the aim is to film
think having to beg the bf you are arguing with to cab down with a vid cam
think having to borrow a vid cam which is your bf's friend's aunt's
think walking up and down 20 flight of stairs with a 3 kg load in pink wedges
oh and this is just the beginning.
the real bitching stays in my head.

Pile Of Rubbish

i was blog hopping and stumbled onto this girl's online diary. she has the same birthday as me, and her entry for today was about excitedly waiting for Christmas' arrival! coincidence? hahaha ok i shall shut up.

so recess week is not exactly a recess.

while blog hopping, i read someone else's entry about why couples stay together insead of break up.

1. we fear being alone.
2. we resist change expecially if they are discomforting.
3. you just think you can give it another shot, and another shot.
4. it is too messy.

does make me think quite hard.

yes evidently, i was bored. i think gerald and i are entering a different phase. together or individually...? that's another question.

ok and my econs group is seriously hilarious. i really like working with them. am still pretty ambivalent about my management group though. we shall see...

and i've lost a lot of money this week. my heart is breaking. can you hear it? seriously. like almost $200? (i am exaggerating.) SO I AM SELLING MY JUNK ON YAHOO AUCTIONS. my user id is cheesesticksonionrings. please give me your money.

by the way, i bought my banana fred flare bag. yayayayayayayay happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! YAY! i just realised i've never bought myself a birthday present until this year. oh well. didn't buy the camera one though. am pretty sore that i didn't discover the 25% off code. oh well. at least i used the free shipping one.



i wanna buy myself another birthday present. ._.
it's this long necklace with a chloe paddington charm from far east. i mean it'll match my chloe bag right! but gerald was TOO lazy to see it. because he was playing BRAIN AGE with albert.

and beatrice lim ching. if you read this, i am WAITING for my email reply! and mel!!! i know you prefer calls to email, but try to reply my email laaaaa.

okay pictures when i use my desk top and not my snow black!

and my cotton factory stuff came. never buy youth medium. it's really for kids. shoulders fit nice.. but the cut is like for a KID. short and wide. oh well. at least gerald's one is cool. PLUS never spree with that luici person. too expensive. 25 dollars top up is too much.

Sunday Monday Happy Days

so now only three are left!
wait. it should be..
so now only three are left.

must email bea and mel stat.

i feel like taking business life and throwing it into the dustbin. maybe i am saying this because i have not slept properly in five days. maybe i really feel that way. either way, i don't care! i need to remind myself that God is more than sufficient for me. should really pray about finding friends i can connect with too.

it's really hard to find good friends in business. pretty much hi and bye situations. it's kinda sad that way. (hahah i sound so emo.) no it's not as though i don't already have good friends! ALTHOUGH most are overseas and the other has been eaten up in panadol land.

promised myself that if i complete all my homework by sunday night, i'll buy myself the two fredflare bags i like. pictures ONLY if i buy them to save myself the embarrassent of claiming i am buying it when i don't.

i've been irritable the whole week cause of the severe lack of sleep caused by the CIRCULATING MATTRESS my parents bought me that's supposed to promote good health. contradiction much?

i know why i am so irritable too! my period is coming! zzz.

ok on a much happier note,

i was ZAPPED yesterday!! i am going to start a pictorial diary of my entire bag collection!
now that's hot! hahaha ._.

no seriously. i think i'll start doing that. gotta keep track!

mum's birthday on thursday! shall celebrate by watching singapore dreaming. (i think.) hmmm.

ok i am out. i want my bags. not sleeping till i complete everything!

Off The Mark

yay i managed to complete three designs for teaser posters in a day. (:

so mel has left for chicago. i SHALL not harp about it anymore. sigh.
BUT NOW, bea, mel and i are on three different continents and i am all alone in singapore. :(

of late, i've been filled with a Christmassy spirit!
no idea why.
one day, i want to have a white Christmas. (gerald you are supposed to bring me.)

orchard road night Christmas scenes have to do for now though.

BECAUSE I AM

BECAUSE NJ HAS TRAINED ME WELL..
i just finished my finance accts tutorial and it's now 4 am. (i am such a perfectionist i scare myself)

BECAUSE MRS CHENG SAYS WE MUST PROMOTE OURSELVES..
i am declaring on the blog that it is 4 am and i just finished mugging and i am a mugger!

i think this is the result of too little sleep.

gerald bought my super kawaii files today! waaaah!

last night, jo began her journey to a land far away.
last night, i had a SUPER filling dinner. STEAM BOAT. TOFFEE CAKE. CEDELE CHOC TRUFFLE. 0_0 yay!
last night, something bad happened at the airport.
last night, i caught up with shanshine.
last night, i went crazy with studying, (normally it's i went crazy with SHOPPING.)

why am i talking about my daily events at 411am when i should get to sleep.
tmrw's a long day.
11-1 FNA
1-2 case talk
2-4 SS (ooh georgie save me!)
4-6 dg
6-8 life meeting (gayle better come too!)

now where does lunch break come in?
no where.
no wonder i lose weight like free like that. i am now even lighter than i was during intensive trainings. but it's all fat. another story for another day.

i need sleep.

i am tempted to call gerald now at 4 am. wonder if he'll kill me.

$_$

someone needs to cut up my credit cards.
i'm going through the phase i assume all human beings go through..
the one where you realise the joy of spending on credit. (parent's credit may i add)

i've come to realise..
i spend when i am depressed.
i spend when i am happy.

so how?

but i seriously love what i bought. it's so cute i can go mad!

i have to stop taking part in sprees.
and i should never shop alone. i spend the most when i shop alone!
i have a weird thing about spending money in front of people.

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AWE was great!
G-R-E-A-T.
i really got so much out of it.
met my dg partner and abigail there too. such a small world. :)

i hate it when i come out of a service feeling joyous and refreshed, only to follow up with a fight with gerald.
these are the days where i question my actions.

on another note, have started watching OTH again.
prepare for a flurry of emo quotes.

well this has turned out to be a longer than expected entry.
i shall study tmrw and not shop!