One Shot, One Opportunity

you can do anything you set your mind to.

sometimes, you can't make it on your own.
but sometimes, you can.

FREEDOM!

i can't wait to meet mel and bea again. although separately. zzz. there is so much to talk about and catch up on! in person! jc life sure seems far far away.

i miss being alone. sometimes.

needs:
*comfort for my screwed up stats notes. my precious notes. i cried for an hour after that. i only have one set of written notes. if it's effectively ruined, i am obviously going to cry. ._. how am i to study now? make do somehow, but comfort would be good.
*understanding that hunger and studying effectively are mutually exclusive. (stats!)

oh bother bother.

^^^^

i just force fed myself terrible tasting tau sar pia because there is nothing else to eat at this time in my house.

...

washed it down with chinese tea.

and i still feel like puking. ugh.

Study Break

MEL. these two pictures are for you! i cannot tag my own board. ._. i don't know why. hmmm.

BUT YA i thought of these two colours for these bags when you mentioned them! the colour of the stam looks so soothing. like little mermaid's tail! (ok i know it's very out of point.)

PLUS i've always associated the colour green with you and bea. that's why the green bags.

please get one so i can stare at it when you come back! hhahah ._.

ok this is very bad. i should be studying for my papers. BUT MEL! YOU CAUGHT THE BAG FEVER! :) haha i don't know if i should be smiling for you ah. 0_0

now for the coffer and stam in other REALLY nice colours..



it's so bright! like a fire engine!

and now the stam..



this blue looks much nicer in other pictures though. can't find other pictures.

ok i must stop and return to stats. MEL! come back soon! ed too! cel and i are dying from the papers. dying. plus you all must come back before cel goes to europe!

Peektures

dear GWSH.. it would be great if you buy me one of these (see pictures above) to celebrate the end of my exams.

ok the pictures of the wallet don't do it justice. the colour is so much prettier in real life. and the bag. the bag... the bag... the bag... my dior girly is UNcoated canvas so i don't care if they look similar. because this is COATED canvas! the heart shape......................................

ok OM. finance down. i shouldn't even be looking at these..

OM! OM! OM! (i don't like the tutor. not at all.) see that's why only 45%.

gdlmngfdngkfd.ngkbnejhfndnsmf

Higher

In the chaos in confusion
I know You're sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will

*

But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me.
2 Corinthians 12:9

Victory

oh man.

ok 3 more papers to go.

come on amanda.. let's go!

there's nothing that can be more obvious than this:

so do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:10

In The Big Yellow Room

amos: jie, how do i see the internet window in full screen?
me: press F11.
amos: ok.

*after 2 minutes*

amos: why you bluff me! ZZZ o_o =***(
me: huh? bluff what?
amos: i keep pressing F11 and it doesn't become full screen!
me: what rubbish. (walk over to the laptop)

amos: (presses button f, then button 1 and then button 1 again.) YOU SEE.. CANNOT!
me: ._.

hohoho my brother is so cute. i don't want him to grow up. so cute so cute.

When The Time Is Right

In the crucible of testing, we move from theory to reality as we experience God's power. When there seems to be no hope, we may share Paul's feeling of being "burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we [despair] even of life" (2 Corinthians 1:8). But we can also learn, as Paul did, that in the darkest times "we should not trust in ourselves but in God who raises the dead" (v.9).

Shall we indeed accept good from God, and shall we not accept adversity? —Job 2:10

oh we are not forgotten,
we are ever in God's sight.
He will come to us when the time is right.
He will lead us onto freedom,
He will lead us to the light,
He will come to us when the time is right.

*

The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don’t know the reason
Why You brought me here
But just because You love me
The way that You do
I’m gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to

‘Cause I’m not who I was
When I took my first step
And I’m clinging to the promise
That you’re not through with me yet
So if all of these trials
Bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way
I would have chosen
When You lead me through a world
That’s not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I’d never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me
And I’m all by myself
And I can’t hear you answer my cries for help
I’ll remember the suffering
Your love put you through
And I will go through the valley
If You want me to

Lift

from a longggg time ago at jon's thing. (EDIT: i just realised there is some weird funny lighting on my face and my camera is no longer plugged in so i refuse to upload another photo. ZZZ)


dear cel, i don't think you read this cause i haven't given you this address. heh maybe i'll copy this over to my lj for you to see.

anyway this two weeks i've been studying with my two sc medicine pals geri and cel. my picture with geri is not in this comp so yeah. i'm glad we can always pick up from where we left off. POSITIVE INFLUENCES!

but i just took a three hour nap. so hmmm.

this entry is pretty useless cause i am just here to rant that GWSH's papers are over while mine haven't even started.

and my genius biz dean's listers all study 12 hours a day and have covered more than me.

In the face of life’s challenges, it’s important to remember that ultimately God always wins! And since His plans are always in the victory lane, it’s infinitely wiser to converge with His will rather than compete with it.

all of the honour, all of the glory to You.

for He lifts the lowly, and He has done great things for me!

He is mighty! He is mighty!

and i end with a lovely picture of our aquarium. so pretty.

XYZ

TWICE.

i have wished for a manservant/maid twice this week.

i need that robot to go buy the food i want and deliver it. sucks to have food cravings when you are PMSy and studying.

because it basically means i CAN'T study.

ugh i'm so frustrated and hungry it's not even funny. i've had enough of bad food this week.

Wishful Thinking

wahlao.

just took out my GIANT PINK C MATH FILE filled with my painstakingly completed tutorials that were simply glanced through by chua.

no i am not weird. i don't do such things at 245 am for no rhyme of reason. for abby who needs it for her bf yes.

but WAHLAO.

my point is i rather do c math, and take my A's ALL OVER AGAIN THEN GO THROUGH BIZ EXAMS.

sure i love being in business much more cause it's so much more interesting. BUT because of that, it's just that much harder to study. it shouldn't be that way, but because i am MORE interested in it, i find it harder to study. i am weird. maybe it's the higher expectations.

BUT A LEVELS I MISS YOU. i am currently more stressed than the As. last sem i said that, this sem say the same thing. xxzz.

medicine pals.. i am paying you all a study visit asap. positive influences! SURROUND!