Wo Shi Bu Neng Li Kai

yay for my frequent updates!

previous post was about MM leechard. then today shall be about MM tqj! hhaha tqj i am not angry at you. please stop doing your first aid for awhile and meet me ok.

anyway, this is just to scream that i do not like having these adult responsibilites.

and gerald has more friends than me in nus biz. ._. i need to hide in a corner. the best conversations i have in nus are always not with my nus friends. but i believe God will provide.

but seek first His kingdom and righteousness, and all these things shall be added onto thee.

just a mental note that i finally spoke to lionel last night after very long break.

Days Of Grey

i think i am crazy. while taking a break with renny and yu shan outside LT18 during legal on thurs, i THOUGHT i saw richard!

as in LEECHARD!

he walked EXACTLY like richard. the GAIT! SAME SAME!

so i happily ran up and shouted, "RICHARD!".
and he walked passed me.
obviously that guy wasn't richard.
luckily no one noticed.
._.

i think i must miss 04S08, mighty melons and special friend alot in my subconscious man.

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school tmrw. how exciting. i seriously don't want.

Exploring The Thinnest Phone Ever

so is gerald my lobster?

oh dear it's 11.08am and i've missed 8 mins of pokemon. hope mum taped it.


han sum brother.


haha what i think aaron will look like when he's 21.


mel's mummy's cupcakes!


my brothers are hilarious in this!

and because i cannot tag on my own board cause like yeah it has a prob with me, it's faithopelove.diary-x.

And So It Goes

a very late present. no prizes for guessing who gave it to who.

nobody said it was easy.
no one ever said it would be so hard.

In Between Here And Now

i NEED to find that quote from one tree hill about loneliness that i previously posted on my diary-x. just need to read it.

when did being lonely or not define who we are?

it's been a tiring day and it's only 230pm.

i miss bea. maybe that's why i don't feel like replying her emails cause it reminds that she is far away somewhere else.
mel.. must you go too?

also have to make a mental reminder to stop fighting with gerald.
plus to start getting down to business life.

God has brought me through thus far this week, and He is going to bring me to even greater heights!
i feel like i've grown up to an adult during this first week. (and tutorials haven't even started!)

THE JOY OF THE LORD IS MY STRENGTH.

feel like doing my nails today but there isn't time. zzz.

Back By Popular Demand!

pictures from cel's thing and a random one with gerald.
people reading this need to send me pictures!

mrlindaowei! sorry i didn't reply your sms. so this entry is to make your internet lessons in army more enjoyable! hahaha.

so we celebrated cel's birthday at clarity! yay! the doctor is 19! oh well. i guess cel is always someone i can talk to although we are like so different in so many ways. we got her really cute presents!

had fun catching up with rach and ris who i haven't met in ages! plus the usual rubbish with ed, charm, ash and mel. this dose of usual rubbish always has me laughing till my sides ache. met one of nana's friends too. such a small world.

so school has finally started and seriously.. i need to be more sociable and make some new friends! how exciting. mel visited today and she was so excited. guess the excitment for me is gripped too strongly with fear. i am suddenly realising i am but this small person in the big world. to make a difference, a change, it is going to take alot of effort. plus God's blessings!

somehow i kinda like this exciting THING in front of me. i like to rely completely on prayer and in God. it like drives in so strongly that He really is the one in control. i guess it's by only being totally not being in control that i can finally trust and let Him be the on driving.

very hard thing to do considering i am like control freak number one.

room's getting messy. have to clear up soon. xxzz.

by the way, elissa's staying with me cause of her As. will be fun having her around..

ok hmm shall go call gerald who i haven't seen in ages.

oh Lord i need You.
every hour i need Thee.