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pictures from cel's thing and a random one with gerald.
people reading this need to send me pictures!

mrlindaowei! sorry i didn't reply your sms. so this entry is to make your internet lessons in army more enjoyable! hahaha.

so we celebrated cel's birthday at clarity! yay! the doctor is 19! oh well. i guess cel is always someone i can talk to although we are like so different in so many ways. we got her really cute presents!

had fun catching up with rach and ris who i haven't met in ages! plus the usual rubbish with ed, charm, ash and mel. this dose of usual rubbish always has me laughing till my sides ache. met one of nana's friends too. such a small world.

so school has finally started and seriously.. i need to be more sociable and make some new friends! how exciting. mel visited today and she was so excited. guess the excitment for me is gripped too strongly with fear. i am suddenly realising i am but this small person in the big world. to make a difference, a change, it is going to take alot of effort. plus God's blessings!

somehow i kinda like this exciting THING in front of me. i like to rely completely on prayer and in God. it like drives in so strongly that He really is the one in control. i guess it's by only being totally not being in control that i can finally trust and let Him be the on driving.

very hard thing to do considering i am like control freak number one.

room's getting messy. have to clear up soon. xxzz.

by the way, elissa's staying with me cause of her As. will be fun having her around..

ok hmm shall go call gerald who i haven't seen in ages.

oh Lord i need You.
every hour i need Thee.