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ok no more angry posts for now!

maybe just one complain first that my p4 bro started crying in the middle of chinatown cause he wanted to buy smtg to bring home.

so we asked him what he wanted to buy.. and then he said that he didn't know what he wanted to buy yet! ._. so i was like.. THEN WHY CRY?

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ok moving on..

school life has not been good. i need to do something about it.

shift my focus. just take some time out to re focus.

BUT.. i'm happy cause my dad loves me!

this is a v random entry.

and PS. i hate selling my stuff online. girls are so bitchy behind the computer screen. come on. $2 also wanna bargain? HELLO? and plzzz there is no bargaining at the salvation army thrift store. ._.

Like You Understand

EXCERPT of an angsty post from A

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seriously. if X didn't set me off with stupid smses...

i wouldn't be shaking this badly just cause someone is asleep.

X should just $%$^#%* and go hide in one corner right now.

it's impossible to teach a cow to be a peacock.

what a cow.

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END

The Blower's Daughter

and so it is,
just like you said it would be.

life goes easy on me...
most of the time.

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at least i get to save $ for myself!

Imaginary Playground

BEGINNING.

A: what time is convenient for you to pick us up? you need to check when you can have your dinner by.

B: no. just tell me what time you all want me to come by.

A: ok. me and C want you to come by 6.15 so that we can eat dinner out before C has to go off.

B: i will try my best to reach by 6.15.

A: ok ok ok. but you must understand that...

B: *INTERRUPTS* ok i already said i will try my best to reach by 6.15.

A: no you must understand that...

B: *INERRUPTS* ok i already said i will try my best to reach by 6.15. the latest i'll reach is 6.30 ok?

A: that is why i keep trying to tell you that you must understand that we must leave by 6.15 on the dot and not 6.30. 6.30 is too rushed to eat dinner in time before C has to leave.

IF i had just let you interrupt me and left it at that, you'll only arrive at 6.30 because i know your character fully well. THEN, poor C will have no dinner to eat because of you who believes you are such a know it all while i an irritant.

*thinks* B should just bugger off and hide in a corner.

END.

STUDY!

STUDY!
STUDY!
STUDY!
STUDY!
STUDY!

second week of school, and macroecons has me lost. i must start my readings STAT.

to self:
improve your cap!
then you can reward yourself with shallow obsessions. hahah right. ._.

Who Am I?

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're 

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

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In Romans, it says..

Therefore since we have been justified through faith, 
we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 
through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand. 
And we rejoice in the hope of the glory of God.

Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, 
because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 
perseverance, character; 
and character, hope.

And hope does not disappoint us, 
because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, 
whom he has given us.

Very Late Pictures

Christmas trees and food.

balloting sucks. sucks. sucks. and i am such a sloth. sloth. sloth. i need to improve my CAP.

We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed.
2 Corinthians 4: 8-9

this verse is something i have been meditating upon this whole week. i have yet to grapple it in its entirety, but i am beginning to. for that, i am very thankful.

first week of 2nd sem has come and gone. there is alot more up ahead, an upward scale to the top. intimidating stuff. but, we can overcome.

so... gerald and i totally forgot our anniversary this month. hahha i wonder if this is a sign of being too comfortable, or if we're falling apart. HAHAH.

gerald... PRATA PRADA.

No Wait List

ok so i haven't done anything constructive the whole of today.

this is too distracting.

gerald happily suggested that i buy one of each colour for every A i get this sem. HOHOHO. gerald = crazy.

why didn't i call them up earlier? grumblemumble.

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anyway, had finance today which i thought was quite interesting.

i find myself thanking God everyday that i actually enjoy what i am learning. it's just really a blessing upon blessing and i am just so thankful.

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this is just a very out of point entry. main reason of post is just to paste the above link.

And So It Is

it's 4.51 am and i actually thought it was 2.51 am.

so we just finished a terrible round of mahjong once again. terrible because someone won at 7 fan at the last game again! hahah but seriously, i like playing mj too much that i don't even care if i win or lose.

been kinda in a mj overload craze these few days. better waste of time than shopping right?

spent today stoning at home, staring at the comp trying to find accomodation for sydney next year. NOT EASY. i felt my eyes bulge out from my head. 0_0

BUT, mummy made my day by letting me choose what vouchers we can claim from stan chart.

i know i promised pictures, but my newly bought camera is spoilt. sigh. spoilt. so let's just not talk about it.

so the purpose of this post is just to proclaim that out of sheer boredom, i decided to join flowerpod! wahhhh the threads are really quite interesting to read. i shall say no more! go join and start podding!

tomorrow will be a better day!