=_(

a few nights ago at 3 am while cabbing back with abby from PGP, i told her that i think i have aged more this week than i have in an entire year.

this week has been hell crazy.

when does amanda ever say no to going shopping?
when does amanda ever say no to mahjong?
when does amanda ever take bus in school cause she has so many things to do?
when does amanda's friends never recognise her because she wears specs?
when does amanda pin her hair back out of stress?
when does amanda eat an absurd amount of cup noodles and lays?
when does amanda never get to see gerald?

when it's hell week.

but sometimes i like stress cause it is just such a real reminder that God is the one in control and indeed He reigns.

two tests down, two more to go.
big presentation tmrw. one more to come.
one more term paper to go.
one more project to go.

i miss my bed. i miss my puppy.