The Road I Wished

jon's dinner thing was seriously tiring although all i did was eat and smile for photos. zzz. pictures up soon. or maybe never at this rate.

i feel so consumed and up to the neck with work and obligations. sigh.

OM's due soon and the tutor has some personal bias against us. (read: bitch) i have yet to start on it so i'm starting to freak out.

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jon's stranger friend really upset me with his random comment a few days ago. some would think it's a compliment, but it really got me thinking about how much i may have affected someone.

caught up with cel these two days, and i really miss her. can't wait to see mel when she gets back tmrw. speaking of which, i don't know how i'm going to squeeze in il lido with my OM and stats deadline.

this brings me to stats. one word: #*%$. i've never seen anyone more closed minded, self righteous and naive.

i've been really unfortunate this sem with these terrible group members.

it doesn't help when it's topped off by the fact that gwsh is such a jerk to me at times.

i sometimes really wonder if what bea and cel said will come true. as much as i flit back and forth, i'm really beginning to wish i had gone down that path instead.

but who am i to judge what is the right path? not me.