Dear Gerald,

since you say i have not mentioned your name here in quite awhile, this blog entry is addressed to you! i as your girlfriend, sincerely ask you to buy me this:

red jumbo lambskin chanel with the new bijou chain.

i am sure you'll agree that it will look absolutely hot on me. think of it as an investment. an investment in our relationship, and in an item which will grow in value! think finance. now isn't that killing two birds with one stone? one very costly stone though.

now now, don't say i never ever mention you in my entries.

P.S chanel jumbos are indeed increasing in price come april. i am not lying.

love,
your girlfriend

Mr Brain Oh Mr Brain

exams are coming and i am still skipping lectures.

sobsobsobsob.

anyway.. just wanted to say that it makes me very happy everytime my youngest brother comes in to say goodnight to me. so cute!

hehehe say don't love me, but still bring me drink and buy me present. ha.

ok srsly, =_(. I NEED TO STOP SKIPPING LECTURES TO DO PROJECTS. THIS IS A VERY BAD HABIT.

how can we skip stats lecture as group to do stats project? THIS IS NOT GOOD! THEN WHO WILL LISTEN AND LEARN AND APPLY TO THE PROJECT? CANNOT.

A for Amanda.
A for A+.
thanks.

no such thing as being too driven, but i don't even think i am as driven as i should be.

on the other hand, i cannot wait to go visit bea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY. although she doesn't read this, doesn't reply my smses, doesn't answer my calls. still love her after all these years.
sorry mel, i cannot afford a chicago ticket yet. soon soon.

AND i must study with cel this week. AT LEAST ONCE. gotta be cent libs or whatever she calls it.

stats is going to be the death of me. can pull my hair out. at least my vermillion giant hobo makes me happy everytime i carry it to school!

ok. 27 days left. you know you want it so much. even more than 10,000 chanel bags. hahah maybe not. 0_0

with 10,000 chanel bags, i can sell them all off on e bay and start my own business man. hohoho.

this is the result of a severe lack of sleep: a stupid blog entry with no pictures.

You Can See Right Through Me, So Let Me Go.

wisdom and strength pls.

thx.

The Road I Wished

jon's dinner thing was seriously tiring although all i did was eat and smile for photos. zzz. pictures up soon. or maybe never at this rate.

i feel so consumed and up to the neck with work and obligations. sigh.

OM's due soon and the tutor has some personal bias against us. (read: bitch) i have yet to start on it so i'm starting to freak out.

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jon's stranger friend really upset me with his random comment a few days ago. some would think it's a compliment, but it really got me thinking about how much i may have affected someone.

caught up with cel these two days, and i really miss her. can't wait to see mel when she gets back tmrw. speaking of which, i don't know how i'm going to squeeze in il lido with my OM and stats deadline.

this brings me to stats. one word: #*%$. i've never seen anyone more closed minded, self righteous and naive.

i've been really unfortunate this sem with these terrible group members.

it doesn't help when it's topped off by the fact that gwsh is such a jerk to me at times.

i sometimes really wonder if what bea and cel said will come true. as much as i flit back and forth, i'm really beginning to wish i had gone down that path instead.

but who am i to judge what is the right path? not me.

All She Wrote

once in awhile, i find myself leaning back in my chair and thinking, " i guess no one will ever be able to understand me.".

today was that day.
it was that time.

and that was all that i wrote for him.

You Really Got Me

MKT1003 PRESENTATION IS OVER!

srsly. no more 4 am nights at pgp.

now it's time to study stats.

ok so i am really quite happy with my finance results. so i happily went to the forum to read what was all the fuss. so i happily tried the contested questions again, and i was like "HUH? HOW TO DO?!"

either
i am seriously so blessed by God to be able to do the paper
of
i have a memory that just empties itself once info is no longer required

BUT i think it's a combination of both.

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but srsly, i am just SO GLAD MKT is over. i'm glad with our grade too. always room for improvement, BUT i'm glad. i mean 2 ppl only what. ._.

=_(

a few nights ago at 3 am while cabbing back with abby from PGP, i told her that i think i have aged more this week than i have in an entire year.

this week has been hell crazy.

when does amanda ever say no to going shopping?
when does amanda ever say no to mahjong?
when does amanda ever take bus in school cause she has so many things to do?
when does amanda's friends never recognise her because she wears specs?
when does amanda pin her hair back out of stress?
when does amanda eat an absurd amount of cup noodles and lays?
when does amanda never get to see gerald?

when it's hell week.

but sometimes i like stress cause it is just such a real reminder that God is the one in control and indeed He reigns.

two tests down, two more to go.
big presentation tmrw. one more to come.
one more term paper to go.
one more project to go.

i miss my bed. i miss my puppy.